Tired

After a long week last week of going to church every night and then a busy weekend, I am exhausted.  I have passed the feeling of wanting to eat all the time though which is a great thing.  I feel like I am back to they way I was in the beginning of this journey where I wanted to do really good all the time.  I know it won't last but I am going to savor it while I have it.  I will weigh in at work on Thursday and hope to be down at least another pound or two.  It is a long weekend coming up so I pray that I will stay busy and keep my mind off of eating.  I am gonna try to get a new book to read to help keep my mind occupied.  I do plan on having a relaxing weekend.  I have not exercised this week at all but thats due to my monthly female friend that visited this week.  Just can't deal with sweating and that.  I will get back on track with that by the end of the week.  I went to a Home Interior party tonight and there was all kinds of great food there but rather than eating the junk food, I chose fruit.  I am proud of myself.  I have never done anything like that in my life.  It really shows how far I have come.  About a month from now I will be starting my pre-surgery diet which will be brutal.  I am trying not to think about it!  I'm ready to get it over with and have my surgery!