Monday, June 27, 2011

Forgot to post

I just realized that I forgot to post last week after I weighed.  I weighed in on Wednesday of last week and I had lost another 3 lbs.  That makes a total of 14 lbs. since surgery and a grand total of 79 lbs. altogether.  Today is exactly 3 weeks out from surgery.  I am feeling great.  I am doing really good eating and I feel more and more normal everyday.  I worked today.  I worked from home but nevertheless I did work.  I put in 9 hours.  I seemed to do pretty good with it.  I am going to work from home again tomorrow and try to go into the office on Wednesday and Thursday.  Then on Friday I will work from home again.  I didn't want to push myself into a full schedule and wear myself out.  I am probably going to weigh again this Wednesday since I will be back at work.  I am a little concerned about what I am going to take to work with me to eat.  I am having trouble in the mornings also.  I wake up and for most of my life I have not been a breakfast eater.  Well now, I have medicine, vitamins and protein that I have to try to get in.  My stomach doesn't want all that so I am really getting to where I don't want the protein shake at all.  I think another thing is because it takes me so long to drink 6 oz. that by the time I get done with it I just can't hardly stand to drink anymore of it.  My nutritionist has suggested that I order some "unflavored" protein powder that I can mix in with soups or anything that I am eating that has a sauce.  She said that is a great way to get the protein in.  I had to order it online but I hope it gets to me pretty quickly!  I read a lot of reviews about it and they were all good.  I have 6 more lbs. to go before I am officially in the 200's.  I am hoping to see that very soon!  I am getting a little frustrated about not having any clothes that fit me.  I have gotten a lot of clothes that I will be in hopefully in the next couple of months but for now I don't really have anything that fits.  Everything is either to big or to small.  I have to keep telling myself that this is only temporary.  I am so ready to get back into the gym and toning up my body.  People keep asking me if I feel a lot better and even though I do feel a lot better, every time I look in the mirror I still see a fat girl.  I wonder if that will ever change? 

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