Super hard weekend

This weekend was extremely hard.  We took our son up to Ohio where he will be going to college.  It was very hard to leave him but even harder to come back home and see he wasn't here.  I still have moments where I will just break down and start crying but I know that God will give me strength to get through this.  I know he will be fine but I still miss him.  On another note, I have uploaded a recent picture (as promised several weeks ago - sorry it took me so long).  This picture is of me 109 lbs. down from my original weight.  You can scroll down and see my original picture from February of this year before any weightloss (384 lbs.) and really see the difference from now (275 lbs.).  If you receive this post by e-mail, please visit the actual blogsite so that you can see the pictures!  I was really amazed myself.  You just don't see yourself in person like you do in a picture.  Notice in the picture how much "bigger" the door behind me is getting!  This starts a new week for me.  My last week at my current job and saying goodbye to everyone there.  I am sure it will be hard as well (especially since I am super emotional from my son going away) but I am looking forward to what God has in store for me.  I will weigh in on Wednesday and let you all know how I did then.